meadows

sunset meadow..

spring meadow

stormy meadow

i just love meadows..

happy guling-guling ;)

i feel so alive today..it seems that my life is so worthy..only that i couldn't see it before...i have a wonderful family and great love relationships..*boyfriend_pet bro*..

ps..tomorrow;i must train harder.!..cayok!

.: feeling inspired :.

.i think i might start writing on something..maybe like a book..just to keep me entertain..:P


staying home without school..i feel so..


maybe a book on my fantasy life...we'll see how it goes..

.: in extreme sorrow:.

...i'm in a terrible state.right now...i don't even know what am i feeling right..my body don't feel so good...my nights are fill with bad dreams or maybe the the sight of future..:(..i'm so sadd...

i have..these great guys who really seem to care about me..they love me very deeply..

but i...

why??..in the world am i being such a @#$%..my greatest fear!..ya..i'm not sad..yet...but i'm very afraid if someone who i really love leaves me...*i tell you*...i have experience good? relationship go wrong,...that 's one painful memory i won't forget..why am i feeling this right now?!..

please don't ever..ever.ever.ever....leave me you guys..i love all of you so much..

dedicated to ABANG>ABG AM>DADDY

in memory: my pet bro...my crush(es) in school..

PS : i'm so weak...i couldn't get over those things* until now!.

.: bowink.bowink.bowink. :.

i'm so *damn* bored...

so bored..

very bored indeed..

B.O.R.E.D.O.M


maybe i'm going nuts..

books.buku.book.bukuS.

ini ialah buku...buku untuk dibaca...untuk ditelaah...bahan utama dalam pembelajaran formal...jangan sepahkan...kesian makbapak lu...susah payah mereka bekerja semata agar dapat melihat anak mereka berjaya dengan ilmu..hidup buku..hidup elite...

this is what we call..books..books to be read...books to be studied...the main material in any formal studies..don't toss it around...took pity to your mama and papa lar...how hard they wiling to strive only to witness you as their child succeed in the glory of knowledge..together us with books..together us with elite..

buku.buku.buku...nadi ilmu..

.: kene study betol2 for spm :.

..nk wat mcm mne...but it's destined...upper secondary level..oouuh..it gives the creepy sensation lor...but what is destined is for my own future....i will make this through...score some awesome grades...bla..bla...be extremely goodie in school...and i'll be on the right track...says who.."oh no...u cannot have a boyfriend/girlfriend/lover or else it will ruin your studies..u will be more concentrating on this nonsense than being well doing in school.."..what the heck is that??!..sound more to me like ned flanders..and someone who doesn't know how to manage oneself life!..oh come on...i've been terrible times...and manage to get okaayy la in my academic..a boyfriend or two..*hehehe*..that really loves me doesn't effect my studies lar..it's the same with your family right?..u love them and they love u too...same concept but different perspective..and plus i got this one caring bro...there's no harm...love could not harm u...at certain times...but i talking now..call me hard-headed..but u have been 15~16 of age right...u should know better...:p

+all about my beloved_pornstars+

..i really love the this particular guy...i'm felt very sorry when i told him about the other guy *daddy* who i also very deeply in love with..abang..maafkan fiq taw..bkannyer abg x jage fiq baek2..tp mcm sebab fiq yg laen..fiq tersayang kat die...i know it sounds so stupid..like me..but just to let u know i love the both of u,equally the same...sowey abg...fiq cian kat abg...kene keje...mesti abg pnat kan....tp abg still bagi fiq message..wish fiq gud luck ar..gud nite lar..

fiq hargai giler2 sume tu bang...u will always be my pornstar!..ingat taw...i love u so much...

+ 28th December people+haha!

A Capricorn born on December 28 has a style all their own. Self-possessed and intelligent, they have great social skills, including the ability to make anyone feel at home. They take pride and enjoyment in performing everyday tasks, believing it is through the minor events that character is formed and tested. They generally have a happy outlook.

You should embrace:Political correctness, sociability, terms

You should avoid:Dissemblers, carnal appetites, betrayal


Friends and Lovers

People born on this date have a great capacity for friendship. They understand their own character best through relationships. They need the emotional support of a partner and often marry early. They are happiest in a committed relationship that offers emotional equilibrium; playing the field has little allure for them.


Children and Family

People born on this date are model sons and daughters. They are devoted to home and family. As parents, they strive to provide for the material and spiritual needs of their youngsters. Although they teach their kids to respect adults, they also teach them to be unafraid to question authority.


Health

December 28 people are active and manage to incorporate exercise into their daily routine by simple adjustments, like taking the stairs instead of the elevator. They can eat almost anything and usually do; their diet is varied and interesting. They often are talented cooks who can prepare exotic foreign food.


Career and Finances

People born on this date often choose careers that put them in the spotlight. They do well in positions of power where they meet and socialize with others. December 28 people are good financial managers, with the talent to become financially well off by shrewd yet honest manipulation.



Dreams and Goals

Those born on this date have a modest yet earnest desire to do the best they can. Their goals tend to be carefully mapped out and may involve years of trial and error. They don't expect to get to the top quickly -- although they often do. They are filled with self-confidence and can withstand their share of disappointments.

+date of joyful love+

28 december 2008..my birthday..

i and daddy...