meadows

sunset meadow..

spring meadow

stormy meadow

i just love meadows..

happy guling-guling ;)

i feel so alive today..it seems that my life is so worthy..only that i couldn't see it before...i have a wonderful family and great love relationships..*boyfriend_pet bro*..

ps..tomorrow;i must train harder.!..cayok!

.: feeling inspired :.

.i think i might start writing on something..maybe like a book..just to keep me entertain..:P


staying home without school..i feel so..


maybe a book on my fantasy life...we'll see how it goes..

.: in extreme sorrow:.

...i'm in a terrible state.right now...i don't even know what am i feeling right..my body don't feel so good...my nights are fill with bad dreams or maybe the the sight of future..:(..i'm so sadd...

i have..these great guys who really seem to care about me..they love me very deeply..

but i...

why??..in the world am i being such a @#$%..my greatest fear!..ya..i'm not sad..yet...but i'm very afraid if someone who i really love leaves me...*i tell you*...i have experience good? relationship go wrong,...that 's one painful memory i won't forget..why am i feeling this right now?!..

please don't ever..ever.ever.ever....leave me you guys..i love all of you so much..

dedicated to ABANG>ABG AM>DADDY

in memory: my pet bro...my crush(es) in school..

PS : i'm so weak...i couldn't get over those things* until now!.

.: bowink.bowink.bowink. :.

i'm so *damn* bored...

so bored..

very bored indeed..

B.O.R.E.D.O.M


maybe i'm going nuts..

books.buku.book.bukuS.

ini ialah buku...buku untuk dibaca...untuk ditelaah...bahan utama dalam pembelajaran formal...jangan sepahkan...kesian makbapak lu...susah payah mereka bekerja semata agar dapat melihat anak mereka berjaya dengan ilmu..hidup buku..hidup elite...

this is what we call..books..books to be read...books to be studied...the main material in any formal studies..don't toss it around...took pity to your mama and papa lar...how hard they wiling to strive only to witness you as their child succeed in the glory of knowledge..together us with books..together us with elite..

buku.buku.buku...nadi ilmu..

.: kene study betol2 for spm :.

..nk wat mcm mne...but it's destined...upper secondary level..oouuh..it gives the creepy sensation lor...but what is destined is for my own future....i will make this through...score some awesome grades...bla..bla...be extremely goodie in school...and i'll be on the right track...says who.."oh no...u cannot have a boyfriend/girlfriend/lover or else it will ruin your studies..u will be more concentrating on this nonsense than being well doing in school.."..what the heck is that??!..sound more to me like ned flanders..and someone who doesn't know how to manage oneself life!..oh come on...i've been terrible times...and manage to get okaayy la in my academic..a boyfriend or two..*hehehe*..that really loves me doesn't effect my studies lar..it's the same with your family right?..u love them and they love u too...same concept but different perspective..and plus i got this one caring bro...there's no harm...love could not harm u...at certain times...but i talking now..call me hard-headed..but u have been 15~16 of age right...u should know better...:p